I’m not sure if I’ve written about this before, I feel like I have but a quick search on the ol’ blog didn’t come up with anything. Maybe I have but I’ve just phrased it in another way.
But moving on.
Does anyone else feel like their life is on hold/pause until they’ve gotten their debt repaid? That’s what it feels like to me. And yes I know I’ve gotten a new job, and I’m looking for a new place, but I don’t know, everything else seems to just have stagnated. Maybe its just the ol’ mid-month blues, which I know I’ve talked about before. And maybe its cause I haven’t progressed much farther into my debt repayments since I started my new job.
I get paid fortnightly instead of weekly, and I’m still getting used to the new schedule and not budgeting accordingly. I’ve had to draw a bit on my debt repayment amount to actually keep on living, so I didn’t pay off all that much from my last pay-cheque and won’t be paying much off on this one either.
Right now I just wish it was 6 months in the future. I don’t want a million dollars, I don’t want a fancy car… well okay I do, but that’s not the point. I would be happy if I woke up in the morning and I had none of those things, but 6 months had passed and I stuck to my budget and I had paid off 2 of these damn cards. That would make me happy, just knowing that I’ve made some progress, right now I feel like I’m banging my head against a wall, and not only is the wall winning, it’s growing a spike right where I bang my head.
Anyways, thats my “feel sorry for myself” post for the month… LOL… who am I kidding? There will be more! MORE I SAY! Tomorrow will showcase the confusion that women, well one particular woman, is causing me.