I was full of verve and zest the last week. I felt like I could eat thunder and crap lightning. The past couple of days though I’ve felt a little, although today in particular, “blah”.
I think its the days when I feel like I’m just running on the debt treadmill, running and running but not really going anywhere. That’s the terrible thing I’ve found about debt, it just drains you. On every level. I’m even finding it difficult to find enough motivation to write this post. (It has taken me about an hour and 40 minuts to get to 100 words). I’ve been phoning it in at the gym too, even though I know that there may possibly a firefighter recruitment session sometime in the next couple of months. I only ran 2km (normally it would be 8km).
I just feel like my life is on hold until I get this whole debt thing sorted out. And not only that, I feel like
*4 hours later*
I don’t even know what I’m talking about.